Author: jeremyduckwitz
Shih-Tzu at our heels
I’m not going to tell you what to think
If you’re awake enough, you’ll run the other way of that drink
You won’t hear it; you’re numb to its excess
I’m not here to impress, but to bless
Just a friend here to remind us
To be deliberate in how we move, think, and express
The downpour of distractions will wash away our trickling sands
Then focus comes willy nilly if it even lands
But if we mold our day in focus and purposeful ordeals
Then distractions can only be a Shih-Tzu at our heels.
Existence
As our bark caressed companions
Here to live, provide for, sustain
Fully worthy, relevant, necessary
Helping another as shade, fuel, calming
To be the oxygen for
With beauty of just being there to inspire
Sure, have your seasons of dormancy and rest
But then return, invigorated and spartan-like
Withstanding the raging environment
Harsh as it may be
Determined to be
The salt-seasoning that draws
The God flavors
From deep within the soil
Revealing His light
Radiating from our limbs
It really would be
No other way
Let me tell you
This is why you are here.
Wary of the culture
I savor the culture, with all its artistic flavors to find oneself
Be wary of the culture; it’s vested only in itself
I mean I applaud you, for you know exactly what you want
You want it all, comprised of hoarders, takers, mockers, so nonchalant
With camera crews and microphones trailing to back you up
Tv, social media, get nasty with that meme and I will lap it up
Grease dripping from my chin
You whisper to me with that crooked grin
Pulled like a puppet you direct me to the lie
Instant gratification, short-lived, then off to the next quick-fix stimuli
Where more is greater
Bigger is better
But never enough
Don’t work to earn it
Buy it first then figure out a way to pay for stuff
You expect me to have all four drawers open, isn’t one enough?
Tell me everyone’s doing it, what am I, defective?
Maybe from your perspective
But I want to feel the song, feel the words
I am the song, I am the words
This is it; if I am not deliberate
Caught-up in your chaos I will miss it
Yes there are times I choose to run to feel the breeze and survive
But I must contemplate, reminisce, and dream to thrive
I must opt to be countercultural and listen to my breathing
Only then when my time comes will I be celebrating not grieving.
Thoughts while sleeping on ice
Oh the calming that water brings to the soul
Pulls all life in, magnetized to its core
I remain on your surface
But then only touch your surface
If I could just journey your depths
Fathoms, leagues, experience all that you are
The compound just as readily takes your life
Or takes you places
Whether its flakes of crystalline solid
Gliding over this sea of fluffy down
With 210mm of cambered joy
Or supported
By its hexagonal geometric strength
Feeling the solid beneath flex and groan
Its behemoth muscles
Expanding as temperatures tumble in the darkness
All experiences are best when au naturel, fresh,
Free to do its own thing
Unprocessed, undyed, unartificiated
The Creator never disappoints with
A raw experience within His creation
This wintry flavor coupled with
The orange glow and pop and squealch
Of a wood stove
Crammed with tree branches as fuel
Rejunvinates
As fire and ice come together, worlds apart
Water with all its forms
You shape me for who I am
I’m comprised of you
Thoughts of you consume me
I will always consume you
Wandering for you until the end.
Winter Solstice Musings
During the longest of nights
Wintry darkness makes my senses more keen
My mind goes
To another place
I’ve never allowed myself to remember this well
My thoughts clank and squeal
As a teapot works on the stove
I wanted to be a naturalist
Didn’t want anything money could buy
Early on I knew less was more
Seek simplicity
In rolling a rotted mossy log
Find serenity
Along a whispering shoreline
And always return to beauty
From a sublime canyon overlook
To avoid the unlived life
The clicking of the teapot picks up its pace
Nothing is more dismal
Than cold men wandering, unable to find
Their true occupation
Nothing is more beautiful
Than vibrant men in their calling
Surrounded with encouragement
The teapot fidgets and dances in place
A cacophony of drum rolls and cowbells
It’s no coincidence winter solstice arrives
Just on time
Before the New Year
The new you
For deep dealing
Intense inkling
Brain brewing
Do not side-step this opportunity
Prepare for epiphanic metamorphosis
The teapot releases its full flurry
Seizing my quest
I must return
From my speaking heart
Man Kind
mankind
inherently kind
unless astray
to choose otherwise
losing resiliency for a moment
then mankind
relies on the power of God,
a friend, a mentor, a child, or a poem
to realign back to
mankind
wherever mankind exists
there is a choice for man to be kind
Wild Native Seeds Come With Me
Native seeds come with me
Embed yourselves. Ride along
I’ll do what I can to further
Your family name
When I wade through a plain
Of big bluestem or indiangrass
I’m drawn to extend both arms wide
Grasp your fruited heads
With stems in the crotch of every finger
But only when you are ready
Maturity is at your pace not mine
You release so easily
As if waiting, wanting, wishing, pleading
I would come along
As if I were meant for you
And you for me.
Oh goatsbeard
You sentinel on the hillside
We’ve exchanged smiles many times
As I sauntered by, I remember
Your glowing warm sunny face
Beaming, streaming, rays of brilliance
Spewing from your cheeks
I will forever remember your joyous youth
Now today I stop
Your fullness is white with wisdom and age
Your time has come
The afternoon gusts were meant for you
And you for them
But I cannot contain myself
I must feel significance
As part of your being
I take and coddle your seeds and plumes
As sacred ashes. Held high, palms to the sky
A gust generated deep within my ancient bowels
An energy transfer, for you to set sail
Aloft, you rollercoaster up, then parachute
A mellow descent down the ravine
God has prepared a place for you.
There’s yet another indigenous forb
I don’t have the best of relations with
I am the problem, not you
I will likely seek counseling for my attitude
American licorice
On a less than perfect day, you caught a ride
Without asking. I took it the wrong way
Instead of purposeful acceptance
I began to rip your burs from my shirt
And scoff the more I found of you; no time for you
This poem is my therapy, now I see
You reveal me to me. Caught up in all my plans
No time for your clingy demands
So next time you embrace my favorite wool
I will not only think of my significance
But my insignificance too
All explained by interactions
With wild native seeds.
Ghostlet of the Prairie
A tiny whiskered huntsman covers the wintry landscape
A roaring windblown leaf
Dusting across the hush
A no talk, all action mindset
This ermine remains contrastless
Wait.
Except for the pair of black beady eyes
Chased by a black-tipped, trailing tail,
An undulating bottle fly barely able
To keep up with the perpetrator
A heroin injected accordion, pistoning his way
Across the meditating snowflat
Vanishing into a mound of fieldstones
Prairie ghostlet so easy to miss
Was it all just a dream?
Then peak-a-boo, peak-a-boo, peak-a-boo
Shutter speed, rhythmic bobbing
Peering above ancient orange peel and lead gray lichens
In those split seconds, he is taking in more of you
Than you of him
Designed beyond your comprehension.
A miniature lighthouse scanning
That one second, seems an eternity to him
Milliseconds to most
Blasting headfirst, dashing towards buffaloberry patch
Head cocked, surveying the base, then scaling up
Up within the monkey-bars of branches and thorns
Disappearing
Into desiccated sage leaves and glossy red berries
Then all too soon, nonchalantly
Reappears, drops to the ground
With a puffy sparrow body still in torpor
To never wake again.
Bounding four by four tracks now disfigured in the snow
With new found package, and a crimson trace
Just three lonely specks on single snow granules
Enough to reveal sure death
For a sparrow only contains so many specks.
Ol’ short-tail continues his frozen prairie traverse
Bounds higher pitched with more purchase
But less efficient—still ping-ponging
Proud chin held high
Straining to see through the faceful
Of minute feathers
With every inhaled breath avian-flavored
Enough to elicit a tiny weasel mouth
To salivate profusely
Need to get to dining safety now
Eventually diving sparrow first
Into his secret lair
Gone.
Now only your thoughts remain
Numbed by the simple breath of the frozen wind
Whispered through the lonely ice-glazed grasses.
Your Clan
This here is your clan
You are of creation
With all created things
The membrane between you
And the natural world
Is onion-skin thin
Only you control your separation
Only you keep the distance
What are you afraid of, the cold?
Heartless machines around you
Will continue to fail you
Void of the spiritual
Never-ending drive to create as Gods
Consumed by the monetary, even deeper
Engulfed with cost-benefit analysis
Inflexible, forced through paralysis
True freedom is waiting
The wild have this
They have always been the sustainable
We seek
A battle cry to simplify
Don’t be the pollution
Be the solution
A self-healing revolution
Immerse yourself in the calling woods
Cleanse yourself in the speaking waters
Climb to the restful limb
Call to the waiting ear
Reach to the shimmering heavens
This here is your clan.