Winter Solstice Musings

During the longest of nights

Wintry darkness makes my senses more keen

My mind goes

To another place

I’ve never allowed myself to remember this well

My thoughts clank and squeal

As a teapot works on the stove

I wanted to be a naturalist

Didn’t want anything money could buy

Early on I knew less was more

Seek simplicity

In rolling a rotted mossy log

Find serenity

Along a whispering shoreline

And always return to beauty

From a sublime canyon overlook

To avoid the unlived life

The clicking of the teapot picks up its pace

Nothing is more dismal

Than cold men wandering, unable to find

Their true occupation

Nothing is more beautiful

Than vibrant men in their calling 

Surrounded with encouragement 

The teapot fidgets and dances in place

A cacophony of drum rolls and cowbells

It’s no coincidence winter solstice arrives

Just on time

Before the New Year

The new you

For deep dealing

Intense inkling

Brain brewing

Do not side-step this opportunity

Prepare for epiphanic metamorphosis

The teapot releases its full flurry

Seizing my quest

I must return

From my speaking heart

Wild Native Seeds Come With Me

Native seeds come with me

Embed yourselves.  Ride along

I’ll do what I can to further

Your family name

When I wade through a plain

Of big bluestem or indiangrass

I’m drawn to extend both arms wide

Grasp your fruited heads

With stems in the crotch of every finger

But only when you are ready

Maturity is at your pace not mine

You release so easily

As if waiting, wanting, wishing, pleading

I would come along

As if I were meant for you 

And you for me.

Oh goatsbeard

You sentinel on the hillside

We’ve exchanged smiles many times

As I sauntered by, I remember

Your glowing warm sunny face

Beaming, streaming, rays of brilliance

Spewing from your cheeks

I will forever remember your joyous youth

Now today I stop

Your fullness is white with wisdom and age

Your time has come

The afternoon gusts were meant for you

And you for them

But I cannot contain myself

I must feel significance

As part of your being

I take and coddle your seeds and plumes 

As sacred ashes.  Held high, palms to the sky

A gust generated deep within my ancient bowels

An energy transfer, for you to set sail

Aloft, you rollercoaster up, then parachute 

A mellow descent down the ravine

God has prepared a place for you.

There’s yet another indigenous forb

I don’t have the best of relations with

I am the problem, not you

I will likely seek counseling for my attitude

American licorice

On a less than perfect day, you caught a ride 

Without asking.  I took it the wrong way

Instead of purposeful acceptance 

I began to rip your burs from my shirt

And scoff the more I found of you; no time for you

This poem is my therapy, now I see

You reveal me to me.  Caught up in all my plans

No time for your clingy demands 

So next time you embrace my favorite wool

I will not only think of my significance

But my insignificance too

All explained by interactions 

With wild native seeds.

Ghostlet of the Prairie

A tiny whiskered huntsman covers the wintry landscape

A roaring windblown leaf

Dusting across the hush

A no talk, all action mindset

This ermine remains contrastless

Wait.

Except for the pair of black beady eyes

Chased by a black-tipped, trailing tail,

An undulating bottle fly barely able

To keep up with the perpetrator

A heroin injected accordion, pistoning his way

Across the meditating snowflat

Vanishing into a mound of fieldstones

Prairie ghostlet so easy to miss

Was it all just a dream?

Then peak-a-boo, peak-a-boo, peak-a-boo

Shutter speed, rhythmic bobbing

Peering above ancient orange peel and lead gray lichens

In those split seconds, he is taking in more of you

Than you of him

Designed beyond your comprehension.

A miniature lighthouse scanning

That one second, seems an eternity to him

Milliseconds to most

Blasting headfirst, dashing towards buffaloberry patch

Head cocked, surveying the base, then scaling up

Up within the monkey-bars of branches and thorns

Disappearing

Into desiccated sage leaves and glossy red berries

Then all too soon, nonchalantly

Reappears, drops to the ground

With a puffy sparrow body still in torpor

To never wake again.

Bounding four by four tracks now disfigured in the snow

With new found package, and a crimson trace

Just three lonely specks on single snow granules

Enough to reveal sure death

For a sparrow only contains so many specks.

Ol’ short-tail continues his frozen prairie traverse

Bounds higher pitched with more purchase

But less efficient—still ping-ponging

Proud chin held high

Straining to see through the faceful

Of minute feathers

With every inhaled breath avian-flavored

Enough to elicit a tiny weasel mouth

To salivate profusely

Need to get to dining safety now

Eventually diving sparrow first

Into his secret lair

Gone.

Now only your thoughts remain

Numbed by the simple breath of the frozen wind

Whispered through the lonely ice-glazed grasses.